indoctrinated

Ok, I surrenda, please help me
I'm in trouble, I need help, I agree
Fuck the fame I just want to function
I'm sick of consumption
I present ya my plan for the future, my shield,
I want to be a gardener, cultivate a poppy field
instead of receive from a deala I want to create
Cuz every day is a day to celebrate
I wanna get high high high
Baby, I take the high road
I need to be high already
before you lay me, lady
try to lay me

You slam me for my bad behavior
thanks, doc, I return the favor
while putting a label on my head you choose
a box for me to live in but I refuse
once you got me in there
it will be forever
this narrow mind of yours will
break your neck someday - your pills
can't fix me I'm heartbroken
We argue each minute of a session
I wanna get high high high
Baby, I take the high road
I need to be high already
before you lay me, lady
try to lay me

Ya dickhat, I show you my monkey
You're flawlessly pulling a donkey
regurgitate the same words over again
your pseudoscience turns out to be a scam
to repeat parrot-fashion is all you're capable of
damn ya, jerkoff
I opt for a beer
bye-bye, I'm outta here
I wanna get high high high
Baby, I take the high road
I need to be high already
before you lay me, lady
try to lay me

marathon

I set myself my own goal
In your eyes it's a flop
It went straight to the top
of my world
As I watch ya brutality
at a speed that's good for me
I'm doing it my way,
No concern, no thanks, I make my day
You don' stop me
I'm not moving on without Amy
Reality hits the fan
deep deep I'm doing all I can
If you don't mean it don't say it
Shut up - idiot
You never mean it you're meaningless
You don't make progress
I'm a drop in the ocean
You're a fish in the oven
burning in hell
No medal can tell
my worth. The prize is my life
100% I'll escape your knife
You reject any advice I gave you
My bad, I gave you advice, now I'm through
You wrote me off and that's not fair
Pardon, madman, gimme a breath of fresh air
I don't do no drugs, inhale
but the stuff that you retail
It is you who wastes her talent
Before it fully unfolds you put an end
to it. But
no longer I'm sobbing on the ground
eating dust, yearning for something profound
I've picked myself up to run through the rain
My spirits awake, adding more to the pain
As I shed the fear my body is dying
My image enthralls me, I'm flying

dick business

You're a dick cuz you know it
You put on a show not to show it
The money comes to where it is:
into your pockets. Dick business
is what your giant pants suggest.
Goats, sheep, cows, chickens and swine -
you stock-farm the best.
All ya prostitutes waiting in line
for ya, no matter
The bigger the better
dick business dick business dick business

In no time you cook up a storm,
a deliche soup that will feed every worm.
Like machines they do eat it.
What you sell becomes a hit.
To yourself you hold the candle, your money is water.
You're a pimp controlling the lottery.
Fascism on the rise.
All you need is torture.
Taxpayers pay the price.
Elite is your girl.
Ya just get fatter
The bigger the better
dick business dick business dick business

You swear you fuck you hoard gold chains
Girls is your corp, dick is your brains.
What doesn't fit gets thrown away,
remains accumulate in ya ashtray.
The truth is not pretty,
ya withdraw to hit the city.
Like a butcher you kill it.
Empathy is your enemy.
Dead bodies drowning in your vomit.
Meat, blood, skin and bones is your remedy.
As you get madder
The bigger the better
dick business dick business dick business

Falling on your face

What are you thinking
when you see your girl sinking?
Are you filled up with lust
as she crawls down there in the dust?
Your God says you're of a better race.
One day you will fall on your face.
You'll get out of your kid
what you put into it
what you put into it
If you don't put all your love in it...

Yes, you even must pay to get back some money
while she lives in a land of milk and honey.
You poor fella, tradition has numbed you up.
There's no way you'd spend a dime in her club.
Your religion has made you hard as stone.
In this restricted area you're always alone.
You'll get out of your kid
what you put into it
what you put into it
If you don't put all your faith in it...

You're not dreaming of a better world.
You're no dreamer - you're old.
Men can't make you happy no more.
You're a slave knocking on satan's door.
Don't worry, the grays have arrived.
Maybe in your next life, your soul be revived.
You'll get out of your kid
what you put into it
what you put into it
If you don't put all your trust in it...

separated @ birth

[...]Research by Mary Schweitzer, a paleontologist at North Carolina State University and the North Carolina Museum of Natural Sciences, found that chickens are the closest living relative to Tyrannosaurus Rex. Similarities in collagen fibers and proteins were found in a T. Rex leg.[...]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chicken

You know when it's time to quit

hungry people have no choice

just 120 steps...I will figure them out

http://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/Basilica_di_San_Pietro?uselang=de

Mama for Amy

That's not fair!

...when you've been seeking help like for a decade or two or even longer but nobody ever really helped you...you just try to fix it yourself. Mama said you won't make it...

It's about time to realize that christian fundamentalism is just as evil as islamic extremism on the exact same level. The pope's statement, please!?

In addition to the animal sanctuary, there will be an international comedy central set up in the vatican. My dad needs his own show, he's the funniest man I've ever met. I just can't stop laughing nor do I get anything done when he's around. He makes a joke out of every single move like simply taking a spoon out of a drawer or removing a sock. OMG. You have to watch that.

The bear sleeps, the enemy doesn't

http://www.aasmnet.org/store/childrensbook1.aspx

Snoring is no good

[...]
Generally speaking, the structures involved are the uvula and soft palate. The irregular airflow is caused by a passageway blockage and usually due to one of the following:

• Throat weakness, causing the throat to close during sleep
• Mispositioned jaw, often caused by tension in the muscles
• Fat gathering in and around the throat
• Obstruction in the nasal passageway
• The tissues at the top of airways touching each other causing vibrations
• Relaxants such as alcohol or drugs relaxing throat muscles
• Sleeping on one's back, which may result in the tongue dropping to the back of the mouth.
• Enlarged tonsils[...]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Snore

If you are able to eliminate the things above, the snoring should cease. I remember I recorded my dad's snore on tape and then played it loudly when he fell asleep on the couch the next time. It only made it worse for me. He, however, looked like a huge baby which needed to be held and soothed. Just gross.
At one point, he even received death threats for making those horrible noises from a colleague who would hold a knife against his throat. See how dangerous this nasty habit really is; it can take your life!

Kohut is right

[...]
Kohut expanded on his theory during the 1970s and 1980s, a time in which aggressive individuality, overindulgence, greed, and restlessness left many people feeling empty, fragile, and fragmented.^[2]
Perhaps because of its positive, open, and empathic stance on human nature as a whole as well as the individual, self psychology is considered one of the "four psychologies" (the others being drive theory, ego psychology, and object relations); that is, one of the primary theories on which modern dynamic therapists and theorists rely. According to biographer Charles Strozier, "Kohut...may well have saved psychoanalysis from itself."[2] Without his focus on empathic relationships, dynamic theory might well have faded in comparison to one of the other major psychology orientations (which include humanism and cognitive behavioral therapy) that were being developed around the same time.
Also according to Strozier, Kohut's book The Analysis of the Self: A Systematic Analysis of the Treatment of the Narcissistic Personality Disorders [3] "had a significant impact on the field by extending Freud's theory of narcissism and introducing what Kohut called the 'selfobject transferences' of mirroring and idealization." In other words, children need to idealize and emotionally "sink into" and identify with the idealized competence of admired figures. They also need to have their self-worth reflected back ("mirrored") by empathic and caregiving others. These experiences allow them to thereby learn the self-soothing and other skills that are necessary for the development of a healthy (cohesive, vigorous) sense of self. For example, therapists become the idealized parent and through transference the patient begins to get the things he has missed. The patient also has the opportunity to reflect on how early the troubling relationship led to personality problems. Narcissism arises from poor attachment at an early age. Freud also believed that narcissism hides low self esteem, and that therapy will reparent them through transference and they begin to get the things they missed. Later, Kohut added the third major selfobject theme (and he dropped the hyphen in selfobject) of alter-ego/twinship, the theme of being part of a larger human identification with others.
Though dynamic theory tends to place emphasis on childhood development, Kohut believed that the need for such selfobject relationships does not end at childhood but continues throughout all stages of a person's life.[...] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heinz_Kohut

[...]Thus Kohut emphasises that 'to be...the maintenance of even the diseased remnants of the self is preferable to not being, that is, to accept the takeover of another's personality rather than his actively elicited responsiveness'. Similarly, he stressed that 'there is a decisive difference between the support of selfobjects that are sought after and chosen by a self in harmony with its innermost ideals...and the abandoning of oneself to a foreign self, through which one gains borrowed cohesion at the price of genuine initiative and creative participation in life'.[...]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/True_self_and_false_self#Kohut

Shocker: Hitler not killed during anti-Hitler attack

http://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hitlerattentat
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/20_July_plot

The dictator looked surprisingly dissociated but pathetic as usual. Time to grieve. What now, little man?

mmmmmud.....

heaven is an open door

Kernberg, you little weiner, I only live to see you fry!

I just can't let it go.

If you feel lonely and depressed, start to focus on the big pigture

God has no script

Medical ethics, please! I wonder how many psychiatrists have heard of that or take it for granted

Apparently, about none...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Medical_ethics#Non-Maleficence
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Primum_non_nocere
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cura_te_ipsum
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Physician,_heal_thyself

A trained belly is not flat

Ok, it doesn't sag either; but unless you suffer from severe muscle atrophy or had your intestines removed via plastic surgery like those train wrecks from skinnywood, it protrudes.

Waiting for the wolf

German psychiatrists who don't understand what I say are most likely to suffer from a thought disorder

Despite its scientific approach, concretism is still considered a form of mental disorder. Unbelievable. Freedom of speech for all (except for those doctors that seek to destroy everything creative coming their way - you shut the fuck up!)!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Concrete_art
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attitude_%28psychology%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Concrete_poetry

[...]So-called “organic” patients with a clouded consciousness, like that found in delirium, also have a formal thought disorder.^[3] However, there is a distinct clinical difference between the two. Schizophrenic or psychotic patients never demonstrate awareness nor concern about it ^[4] because it results from a fundamental inability to use the same type of Aristotelian logic as everyone else does^[5] whereas so-called “organic” patients with a clouded consciousness usually do demonstrate awareness and concern about it, by complaining about being “confused” or “unable to think straight” because it results, instead, from various cognitive deficits[...]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thought_disorder

http://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/Konkretismus_%28Psychiatrie%29

Cross-generational equality means that old women and young women can make love to each other by mutual agreement

Dear God, please make patriarchy go away instantly! May it just vanish into thin air.

Thank you. Amen.

Problems don't exist unless you try to solve them

Can't wait to see Otto Fuck Kernberg standing trial for high treason live on TV

Furthermore, it's his fault that good christian families like the MAnthony's didn't have to undergo adequate family therapy for their borderline behavior. This would have saved them all. Skills, skills, skills....Universal healthcare.
If you're not willing to contribute anything good to this world, maybe it's wiser to leave or at least be kept in a safe place where you can't do any more harm.
It's about time to show up, ya old jerk! I know I'm not the only one who sees the light shining through as those Nazis go down one by one.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Borderline_personality_disorder

[...]
and what I am going to say next you probably will not like, this requires self-discipline on the media instead of being exploited by terrorism and I am referring here to the work of Hugo Neira,a Peruvian sociologist who has studied in great detail the relationship between terrorist expansion and media. I think we are seeing this in this country. It requires a reduction and control of civil liberties, sufficiently so to be able to get to the terrorist but not so much so to change the democratic nature of the state. And that is the main political decision. How much do you have to restrict individual civil liberties to be able to defeat the terrorists? What are the limits of censorship? To what extent do you need this censorship? And when is it justified?
Dictatorships have no problem in suppressing terrorist regimes, which…..
exploded after democracy in Spain, exploiting the freedom the democracy gave.
I think we are faced with a need to limit the kinds of freedoms to which we are traditionally accustomed. As part of a war that will not be ended with massive bombings of Afghanistan but will involve many silent quiet terrorist operations, financial control, political pressure of perhaps also the need to destabilize one or another regime in the Middle East. I don’t have the time to give you the rationale for that… but I thought I should put my cards on the table to give you a chance for argument. I said the same thing in Colombia that the FARC had to be defeated militarily and there was a hushed silence from the thousand people in the room. Nobody said a word and then people came to me massively in the corridors to express their agreements. And I asked why didn’t you say this so publicly and they said it’s dangerous to say this in public. http://theapm.org/cont/Kernbergtext.html

[...]

• Stage 5: Consolidation of superego and ego integration

In this stage ego, superego and id are consolidated in definite intrapsychic structures.
By successfully completing all the developmental tasks, the child has developed a neurotic personality organization, which is the strongest personality structure.[...]
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Otto_Kernberg

Hahaha. LMAOROTF. Nice try, Otto!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Id,_ego,_and_super-ego

Kids must know that pedocriminals come in all shapes and colors

Wonky wonky, Tinky-Winky! Glug...gulp...burp...scratch crotch

Ha, I saved an old bear of jeans and a shirt that was too tight by making them into a wonky comfort dress. Love it. I'm just addicted to cutting and fixing stuff. Tons more will come into being. Can't sew as fast as ideas cross my mind.

You better save that lucky pig from the slaughterhouse! It's not too late yet!

As Jesus turned water into wine, with the help of the Almighty, I will turn the vatican into a sanctuary for endangered species

If you're only after gold to enrich yourselves and hoard and fill your pockets, there won't be a harbor for you any longer. Instead, I will melt those precious metals and print a new currency given to everyone who helps rebuild nature and keep planet earth alive.

The vatican is a moth of easy virtue

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lepidoptera 

pro life=pro death

It didn't make any sense. I thought that they had fallen into the rain barrel and couldn't yet swim, so my grandfather would save them with his strong arms. As I got closer, I noticed he had closed his eyes and turned his head away from the scene while putting them under water until they stopped crying. Meowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeow
meowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeow....
SILENCE

He basically told me just to piss off and not to open the door behind which momma cat was locked up and wasn't allowed to come to the rescue.

http://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/User:Alvesgaspar
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cat

Imagine your babies being drowned in front of your eyes. The horror!
But they needed to go; nobody wanted them; there was no place for them in paradise paralyze where unplanned parenthood and population control mass murder reigned.